thursday.....LONG WKND IS ALMOST HERE!!!!

ok so......today is thursday which means the holiday wknd is ALMOST here. THANK U HEAVENS!!!!! not like i am doin anything. well....i may do something... but i doubt it. bc i really dont want to. my boyfriend, exbf, friend. watever the hell is he wants me and my son to go to SC to his family reunion. i am VERY VERY VERY surprised. i thought we broke up. WTF? my thing is, i DO NOT WANT TO RUSH BAC INTO A RELATIONSHIP. i suggested a break for a reason. i want to b alone, work my shit out. i am about to take up a 2nd job and hopefully start schl this fall. i wont have time to be a mother(that damn sure comes first), an employee @ 2 different jobs and a student. SO....i dunno. i need to work on me 1st. but i dont want to hurt him.....UGHHH!!!
okay so i had a bit of drama the other morning. i go to take lil man to summer camp/day care/b4 & aftr care, and they tell me i need to pay them like NOW....not this aftrn...im like, guys come on, ill b late for work. these fuckers are NOT budging!!! ayight fuc it. ill brb. i go to Giant, cop a M.O. for their petty asses, all these people are staring @ me. Im like, ok i KNOW i look cute, but shit. its not that serious today! i get to the schl, give them their lil bs $....lo and behold, i have a big ass hole in the crotch of my pants. I AM HOT!!! these bitches are BRAND NEW!!!! and i jus spent most of my $ on daycare expenses. i REFUSE TO GO ALLTHE WAY HOME to SE, when i am in NW and then go out to Rockville. i just did that. so i walk to Hechts, take 4ever and a yr finding a decent pair of jeans to throw on and get my ass to work. whew!!!! that was SOOO not fun. i am taking those pants back this wknd!! FUC THAT, gimme store credit or something. and they were really cute!
i cant wait until tomorrow. its the wknd!!!!! not that i actually have a life. ok so....fri i am hitting up club amazon (if Daddy can watch lil man) with my co-worker (who is actually cool as shit, she is very pretty, its always nice to surround urself with attractive people..does that sound vain? i hope not). im like, as long as i can wear sneakers...im good! the only thing is, Rare Essence is playing and fa rea fa real. i am NOT all that into go-go. soo.....this should be interesting. i do like to drink, so ill b ayight. speaking of which, i had a French Connection recently....THAT SHIT WRAPPED ME U P!!!!! its better than thsoe damn Long Islands......I AM SOOOO OVER THOSE!!! ugh.
the killer about going out tomorrow is.....i have 9 am tennis lessons.........SHIT. FUCK. lol. word! o well, ima freak it tho.....ill b sweating alcohol.......gotta get my work out on!
umm so since my daddy is going to visit my Mommy up in NYC this wknd, i wont b going out. except friday. but i will try to orchestrate a card party or something. i dunno.
and i actually brought some fireworks for me and lil man. this should be INTERESTING. if anyone hears about a young single mother attempting to light up the sky for the 4th with her child has suffered severe burns....I HOPE THAT SHIT ISNT ME!!!! lol nah seriously, ill grab a male friend to help out.......yea...so.....ill holla!!!!!!