thursday.....LONG WKND IS ALMOST HERE!!!!

ok so......today is thursday which means the holiday wknd is ALMOST here. THANK U HEAVENS!!!!! not like i am doin anything. well....i may do something... but i doubt it. bc i really dont want to. my boyfriend, exbf, friend. watever the hell is he wants me and my son to go to SC to his family reunion. i am VERY VERY VERY surprised. i thought we broke up. WTF? my thing is, i DO NOT WANT TO RUSH BAC INTO A RELATIONSHIP. i suggested a break for a reason. i want to b alone, work my shit out. i am about to take up a 2nd job and hopefully start schl this fall. i wont have time to be a mother(that damn sure comes first), an employee @ 2 different jobs and a student. SO....i dunno. i need to work on me 1st. but i dont want to hurt him.....UGHHH!!!
okay so i had a bit of drama the other morning. i go to take lil man to summer camp/day care/b4 & aftr care, and they tell me i need to pay them like NOW....not this aftrn...im like, guys come on, ill b late for work. these fuckers are NOT budging!!! ayight fuc it. ill brb. i go to Giant, cop a M.O. for their petty asses, all these people are staring @ me. Im like, ok i KNOW i look cute, but shit. its not that serious today! i get to the schl, give them their lil bs $....lo and behold, i have a big ass hole in the crotch of my pants. I AM HOT!!! these bitches are BRAND NEW!!!! and i jus spent most of my $ on daycare expenses. i REFUSE TO GO ALLTHE WAY HOME to SE, when i am in NW and then go out to Rockville. i just did that. so i walk to Hechts, take 4ever and a yr finding a decent pair of jeans to throw on and get my ass to work. whew!!!! that was SOOO not fun. i am taking those pants back this wknd!! FUC THAT, gimme store credit or something. and they were really cute!
i cant wait until tomorrow. its the wknd!!!!! not that i actually have a life. ok so....fri i am hitting up club amazon (if Daddy can watch lil man) with my co-worker (who is actually cool as shit, she is very pretty, its always nice to surround urself with attractive people..does that sound vain? i hope not). im like, as long as i can wear sneakers...im good! the only thing is, Rare Essence is playing and fa rea fa real. i am NOT all that into go-go. soo.....this should be interesting. i do like to drink, so ill b ayight. speaking of which, i had a French Connection recently....THAT SHIT WRAPPED ME U P!!!!! its better than thsoe damn Long Islands......I AM SOOOO OVER THOSE!!! ugh.
the killer about going out tomorrow is.....i have 9 am tennis lessons.........SHIT. FUCK. lol. word! o well, ima freak it tho.....ill b sweating alcohol.......gotta get my work out on!
umm so since my daddy is going to visit my Mommy up in NYC this wknd, i wont b going out. except friday. but i will try to orchestrate a card party or something. i dunno.
and i actually brought some fireworks for me and lil man. this should be INTERESTING. if anyone hears about a young single mother attempting to light up the sky for the 4th with her child has suffered severe burns....I HOPE THAT SHIT ISNT ME!!!! lol nah seriously, ill grab a male friend to help out.......yea...so.....ill holla!!!!!!

YEA OK, SO IT'S MONDAY MORNING!!

yea okay, so its monday. whoopdeefuckin do! i am tired. thats all i have to say. my boss is out all week long, which is ayight. doesnt really matter to me bc she is peoples, so fa real, i am going to b bored.
past weekend was ayight. didnt really do shit.
saturday had tennis lessons. actually....there werent any lessons bc DC conveniently forgot to mention a parade that was being held on georgia ave., the Caribbean parade or some shit. so i get up early as shit, my aunt scoops me, we get to howard u's tennis court and shit is on lock. im like WTF? i could have gotten an email or something. i even woke my lil man to go to the lessons that morning. but he wound up keepin his attitudy ass right at home. i am not dealing with all of that.....shiiit!!!! but point is, my aunt and myself wound up going to vanburen and 13/14th, watever and played for like 2 hrs. man i got a nice ass tan and a good ass workout. shit, it was better than the lessons. i was a sweaty funky chic when it was all said and done. but dammit if my body wasnt lookin tight for this lil bday party i took my son to.
so yea, the bday party. it was fun. i guess. there werent many kids in the beginning, or people i even associate with. it was slightly uncomfortable bc the kids party it was, his older brother i used to fuc w/. then i broke it off bc homeboy was a loser. like fa real. he was a cutie, but a loser none the less. well, i get down wit him every once in a while, and he actually has a gf. yea i know. thats sorta foul. but shit. i dont want him. she can keep him! so anyway, he was there, with ole gurl, and their 3 month old baby. who i was jus a holding and he was smilin at me. and later he tries to hit on me! wat a dick! it doesnt bother me that much, bc on my end, at least he wont try to wife me. and talkin about relationship shit. NOT WIT IT. i can get wat i need dough, tongue, or dick, watever and send him on his way. i was supposed to go out, but my ass fell asleep. i called my gurl like yo...im tryin chill. wats good for the night. she said get ready and ill call u bac. she knows i can take forever. so b4 i get ready, i go say night to lil man, laid on his bed and 5 mins later i was OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so then lets c....sunday, took lil man out. played tennis and football with him. he is very athletic. later that night, went to haines point with a potential of mine. let me explain wat a potential is...he is someone that has the potential to be my man. we are on some we r fuc buddies shit, and BOY CAN HE DO THE DAMN THING. ladies, the man is a str8 freak. WORD! he licks it all. and w/out needing to be told. and he is HOOOOLLLDDDDIIINNNNGGG. hm! ummmm, yea so last night we went bac to his crib bc he wanted to do 2 things. 1. eat my lala so good i would cum in 7 mins. 2. video tape the whole thing. that fucker won the 1st bet. he made me cum twice in 7 mins. and didnt even try to get some ass. thats was up. didnt feel like turning a brother down.....however, the video shit. i cant get used to that. i still have some sexy fliks. and i actually am saving that for my husband!!! yea so that was my lovely wknd! hopefully this wknd will b on and poppin. i am tryin to get into some shit this wknd.

ILL HOLLA!!!!!!

O YEA AND ITS MY LIL SIS BDAY!!! SHE IS 23 AS OF TODAY. TOO BAD SHE LIVES IN NYC AND WE CANT CELEBRATE UNTIL NEXT MONTH BUT HAPPPY BDAY NINI!!!! LOVE U GURL!!!!!!

physical aspects that need to be worked on (in my opinion, let another mufucca tell it.....) and then we will c. he is such a freak, besides, i have never had myself video taped or even taken sexy fliks. and i actually am saving that for my husband!!! yea so that was my lovely wknd! hopefully this wknd will b on and poppin. i am tryin to get into some shit this wknd.

ILL HOLLA!!!!!!

O YEA AND ITS MY LIL SIS BDAY!!! SHE IS 23 AS OF TODAY. TOO BAD SHE LIVES IN NYC AND WE CANT CELEBRATE UNTIL NEXT MONTH BUT HAPPPY BDAY NINI!!!! LOVE U GURL!!!!!!