WAT THE FUC MAN?!?!?!?!

FA REAL FA REAL, I JUS WANNA KNOW IF THESE MUTHAFUCCAS IS GON HIRE MY ASS. I AM TIRED OF WAITING, AND AM GETTIN ANNOYED. AND I WANT MY DAMN PAY INCREASED. I BEEN TEMPING WITH THEIR ASSES FOR MONTHS NOW. U KNOW Y I AM NOT PRESSIN IT? BC MY HOMEGURL IS MY BOSS. NOT SUCH A GREAT IDEA THO. SOMETIMES ITS LIKE.....URRRGGGHHH. NEVER SHOULD HAVE BEEN AN ADMIN ASS. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! AYIGHT, ITS NOT MY BOSS PER SE. IT IS BEING A FLUNKY. I CANT STAND IT. THIS IS MY 1ST ADMIN JOB. I HATE IT AND I CANT WAIT UNTIL I GO TO SCHL. GET MY DEGREE AND GET THE FUC UP OUTTA HERE.

OK SO..onto my point. so when i 1st heard of this blog shit...i was like cool. great. a way to vent. let a load off. BUT, i havent been posting in this shit at all. well not about wat i want to say. i dont have time. also it is interesting to read other bloggers shit. However, i now need 2 put my shit 1st. GAIN SOME FUCKING PEICE/PEACE of mind. real quick., wanna give people their big-up who hace their lay-out, design and everything looking fierce. shit is inspirational. SO...yea......BAC 2 ME.

BABY DADDY BULLSHIT. sigh
MAn, i am SO SICK AND TIRED of my sons father. he is a fucking idiot! I will never understand him and i am tired of trying. cant fuc wit it NO MORE! my telephone is temp. off & I am switiching bc the shit i got now. muffuccas is charging me $60 for local service.....are they, well am i fuckin stupid. FUCCOUTTAHERE. NOT WIT IT. its a rap. a dobbie. where was i? baby daddy. right. ok so.. he hasnt spoken to his son since last week. he does speak to him everyday. i will give him that. BTY....he is from NYC, lives in TX. been there 4 about 1yr. So..since he has been there nigga has sent $50. $50fuccinsmackaroos. wow. wat a provider. Not that he did shit when he was here anyway. or for Masyiahs (my son) six years of his life. well nothing notable. Its like damn homey, pick ya game up. just a little. a consistent wkly amount of $40 is better than nothing.
to make a long story short, his ass calls my place of work & commences his "whoa as me story". i got bills. i gotta pay this and that. mind u....ole boy supposedly sent me a check today.
SSDD. SAME SHIT. DIFFERENT DAY. every wk the nigga was sending some measley ass $50. i have yet to see the shit. my ? 4 him was, well y dont u look @ masyiah as a monthly/biwkly bill? his response, well, i just got laid off. Mind u...the nigga was working there 4 about 1 1/2 months. ummm......WTF? stop callin me wit da...I'm gunna bullshit. Been telling me dat shit since I was 16/17, 8 fuckin yrs ago. i am SOOO over the words "I'm gunna" coming from him. I just smiled sweetly 2 the phone & uh huhed his ass. Now bc i am @ work, i can't cuss his ass out. He is lucky. B/c i have some choice damn words. then again, i always do. Until i jus stopped talkin to his ass. Little does he know, I'm bout to put his ass thru the system. i didnt want to. it is time consuming, and he is jobless. but at least the shit is on paper. i cant keep lettin him and my son think the shit is ok. it isnt. i have bills also. shit, the nigga must think i am living the good life. the Man i am w/ now, he handles BI. word! and he has alegit job and everything. he is doing his thing. But i am tired of always going to him for me and another mans child. shit he has his own kid. even tho he doesnt care and looks at masyiah as his own, but damn. my childs sperm donor should contribute to the cause. doesnt he want to say one day to masyiah, "u know son, i may not have been there to raise you, but i did help provide for u". Do ya think dumb ass would think that way? no. bc his father did it to him. i want my son to understand, helping provide for something that is urs is wat IS to b done. selfish ass. i dont get it. and thank GOD i dont. im out.

O REAL QUICK. lets talk about how this fucker comes to my apt. over the holidays, xmas and shit, to get masyiah. his cell phone charger is broken so he asked to use mine. im like cool. he uses it, and the next day i go to charge up my phone and this dickhead switches the fuckin chargers and STOLE MINE. WTF MAN? now i cant contact my peoples. some bullshit.